Francesca Soh

Abandoned.

I knew this would happen right from the start.
Perhaps, i've never expected it so soon.

I've warned myself.
So i would just bear with it.

Live with it/ leave it.
&i've made the choice.

Promises made.
After you seen all the sorrows i've bottled up inside.
You felt the pain yet isn't as much as what you've given me.

Sorries are meant to be said when you didn't meant to make it happen.
You've much expected the outcome, didn't you?
So how much does your sincerity counts?

You made another promise.
&i've given you my word.
That i'll wait..

Let the pain cut deeper down.
If you choose to make it happen.

I wanted to be happy with the pressence of you.
But my heart have broken up into a million pieces.
I can't play the jigsaw puzzle to mend the pain.

You came into my life when i was trying to complete one.
I thought i could be happier.
Caused you promise me to complete it with me.

Yet you drop the puzzle.
&made it sink right to the bottom.
I can't see the pieces of jigsaw anymore.

Caused i'm all blinded by the love you've given me.
I don't need a complete set of puzzle anymore.
If it's meant to be, it shall make it complete.

I love you.
So give me time to learn to accept..
&wait as you made your changes.