Francesca Soh

Final decision set.

Remouseful ?
I doubt so.
I don't see any actions but just plainly words.

Like always.
I've been waiting for your moves to prove my judgements wrong.
Yet, you simply have no initiatives.

&well.
You could still joke when you regretted ?
Seriously, you should jolly well fuck off.
( if you mean it, answer it to yourself truefully )

Love.
How much do you understand it ?
Basically, nothing at all.
But well, at least respect it

Dying without my existance?
No way.. !

Remember ?
Your lovely brothers were your first priority.
& i only came second.

Even when i was dying to see you after missing you for days.
You agreed uponn meeting me earlier.
Yet, you think i was such a nuisance to ask for a meet up& being inconsiderate of your job scope.

I was lying sick on bed.
Wishing you could be by your side.

I didn't ask to come first in everything.
I initiate to go down to look for you& you could simply meet both your good brother& me.
Yet, you said i was pushing you to far& scolded me over it.

Happily gone missing for days.
&now ?
Guilty conscious? I doubt so.

I'm never the first.
&i'll never be the last anymore.
Of course, not in the dictionary of yours.