Francesca Soh

Your defination of home.

Working over pacific plaza now.
I'm hungry.
Yet i've no dinner.
:(

Before work.
Cab down and caught " Blindness " .
Low rating show !
( sorry to kept you waiting )

Another bad day.

Had political conflicts over at home.
Seem like arguements over money issues are getting more& more violent.
Who to push the blame to this time?

Afterall, it's flesh& blood.
Yet, he could turn the situation out this way.

He's leading to more& more mistake.
Does he ever realise?
Or we shouldn't even be here at all.

We didn't wanted it.
But somehow people just how to face the crucial reality.
&well, we accepted it.

Yet, you didn't let us off once.
&continue give us mental torturing.
It's not a mind game monopoly, we're your kin.
Once are, forever are.

You're never the same anymore.
The one that let me cuddle in your arms.
Or should i say, i was blinded by your acts earlier on.

What did you gain by torturing us afterall?
You abandon us here.
&now what again?

I seriously wonder.
Why is it so hard each time we ask for it?
It isn't something which you couldn't afford.
But you just wanted to watch us suffer.
&put down our dignity to achieve it from you.
Is it part of your leisure to watch us suffer?

We're so fragile.
Why do you have to constantly remind us that you've never change?
You would never try to mend your mistake.. And why?

I used to be a happy girl living in a home blessed with my lovely sisters& parent.
But well, you choose to put us behind your back.
&what could we do?

The days by our own were tough.
I saw how much they struggle to prove to you that we meant something.
We aren't worthless, it's just that you didn't see our values.

Sometimes i really don't understand.
Why do i still miss your existance after all the shit you've done to us?
The memories are holding me back, yet your actions are rather hurting.

Let us off.