Francesca Soh

A perfect lie.

Stayed over wayne with wee yik last night.
Sorry for all the troubles.. &thanks for taking care of me.

I'm seventeen.
I shouldn't act like a baby anymore.
Yet...

I'm really sorry.

Somehow..
i can't eat well..
i can't sleep well..
i can't concentrate on anything..

I've said. This time once i fall.. i shall never stand.

Is it a blessing in disguise? I tried to look at it over& over again on different angle.

Yet the truth is.. i've no more strength to pull myself up anymore.

Heartache..& pain is all i carry with me now.

I'm sorry .. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry..

for being such an irritating shit.

If i could.. i'll disappear in your life..

&save all your troubles in taking care of me..

as a way to mend your mistake..

Yet.. now i still can't..

Give me some time..







P. S. I still belong in the hell.