Francesca Soh

Just woke up.
I thought i could at least dream a little.
But afterall, i failed to..

Even after all this while..
You never once leave my my mind..
I held strong to the memories we had..
I can't let go... i don't know what more i can do to stop myself from pondering everynight..

Came back from majiong this morning.
& talk with ran over the tele.

That moment.. i broke down..
I realised i was bullshitting all along.
After all the efforts made, im still back to squareone.

Ran were right.
It's over& done with.

But..

Each time i look in my phone..
i never stop hoping to see your msg appearing.
Thou i know you were already gone.
Yet.. something is still holding me.. &i know i can't escape.







Love.
Something which is undefine.
I don't understand it anymore.






I'm meet alys to visit shawn& down town.
i've got to go..