Francesca Soh

In the morning.
I looked into the mirror.
.. & I saw my haggard face.

Seriously.. I feel like smacking it hard.
I feel so ugly inside.

I hate myself.
For being who i am.
For not stopping myself from falling.
For not protecting myself.

Once again,
I felt so lonely deep down.
The same feeling i once had.

What's beneath the surface.. what's deep down ?
What's true.. what's a lie ?
Whose there.. whose gone ?

I'm afraid.
Yet.. i still have to stand on my own.
Caused it's the rule of the game.

P.S. Take me away from hell