Francesca Soh

Are those white lies or am i just making my own assumptions that it couldn't be true ?

I stumble each time i hear your name..
Each time i see you..
&each time i think of you.

You looked into my eyes with fear.
&you told me that your love for me..
had all changed into fear..

&it's only possible for us to stay as friends.
Caused i'm too scary.

Deep down.
It hurt me so badly..
for you to think that way..

Sometimes.. i wonder..

Do i still stand a place in your heart.. ?
Or do you just feel like pushing me away.. as far as possible ?

Is the one refering to me.. or is it the her?
Or perhaps.. just my own assumptions once again.. ?

Now.. every move that i take..
i'm just so afraid.. that you'll take a step backward..
So i'm trying all my best to be happy standing right before you..
So at least.. you wouldn't move further anymore..





Sigh.
It's another night afterall.