Francesca Soh

I need a boyfriend. & not a weekend companion that comes and goes.

Everynight, i look in the mirror& i felt so lonely.

Cause youre never there.

When it reaches every weekend, my tears already run dry.

It's so heartbreaking seeing you right infront of me yet i just couldn't get a hold of you.

Perhaps for that very moment.

But within a split second..

You were gone again.. without leaving a message..

It has been months.. yet theres no changes..

I knew love isn't everything for you..

yet you aren't playing your role..

Whenever im down.. i can't turn to you..

whenever i needed someone to consult to.. you aren't there in the night..

i hate crying to sleep..

At least.. let me know that youre still there..

&not comes an goes unknowingly.

i've aways wanted more..

yet i know you wouldn't give..

so i choose to remain silent..

But i've no more strength to carry on with the battle alone..

you will never change for me..

like to how we first met..

Love. I've already knew the answer all the while.