Francesca Soh

Finally, finished with my WDS project.
&look at the time now.. sigh, i've got to get some sleep!
Seriously, i've got to " Thank " the kwangs for helping me so much.

In the mid-night.

Mum had a dispute with Dia.
&the first thing she said when she looked into my eyes were " Can you move out of here?"
I knew everyone was tired all along.. the family is breaking apart once more.

Shes no longer a mother who could protect me.

Shouting their heads off at each other.
&within a split second.. i heard glasses shattering into pierces onto the ground once again..

I felt heartbreak.
Perhaps, this is the reason why i hated home so much.
This is somewhere i doesn't belong yet i've no choice.

I went into the washroom& hide.
But i still hear them.
Fear& distraught is all i felt.

No where to turn to.
I stood down there& waited for the war to turn silent.

Finally it does.
But deep down, i still remember everything so vividly.. & it hurts!

Shawn has been away for a week.
Hes the only one that stood by me& watch me cry throughout these 5 years.
I hoped nothing happens to him.

And my new fcuked maid is quiting.
Add on the trouble to search for a new one.
&people are qurreling over the matter.

My family potrait will never be a complete one..
Never..
so do my heart..

I can't think of anything tonight.. i just want to sleep!