Francesca Soh

Insonmia.

2nd april - Tuesday

4 am - 5.30 pm ( Normal sleeping hours )

3rd april - Last night

1.30 am - 3.30 am ( Nap )

I wonder how i go to school in this state ?

Didn't go for jogging. I am too lazy to crawl out of my house as usual. Fats are accumulating. Arrgh.. how?

Sigh. I miss shopping! But im broke so it's better off to stay home.

Somethings pulling me from the back,
I felt strings tangled up on me so tight,
that i couldn't even breathe.

Sometimes,
how i wish i could lie down along the beach & enjoy the cool breeze.

I am beginning not to understand what kind of person im actually are. Perhaps, just let nature take it's course.

Another post.

Iris, a girl whose once my best friend,
I remembered you for being such a lovely,
Accompanying me to wherever i goes,
Being my only companion in school,
I really enjoyed every moment spend with you,
Even when we got into deep shit.

But since then, you've changed. But im happy for you :)

Wei nie, a pretty tall weirdo,
Tends to be the prettiest in class,
& definately the quietiest too.
Shes probably the only one who could stands my crap in school after iris changed,
& the only one to accompany me to add so much green& red chilli to our Hor Fun,
Miss you, girl!

As for this girl, i shall put her nameless.

Shes once a close friend of mine,
someone who treats relationship seriously,
helped me out when i needed,
& gave me advices too.

But then,
i lost her soon after her relationship with him falls apart,
i should admit for playing a role in causeing all this to take place,
but i swear for never becaming the third party.

Soon after the break up,
hatred grows time by time,
& war occur without me noticing.

I know it's no point talking bout what had past.
But somehow, i just couldn't forget how good we once were
& how bad the situation turns after one night.

hopefully, all of them are doing good!